Most women would probably enjoy this but not me, I hate having to look ‘nice’ – as odd as that sounds, I just always feel out of place at weddings and the like – like people are looking at me thinking what is she doing here, even at 4 stone lighter I still feel like that…I don’t think it’s down to my weight 100%, though that’s certainly a large part of it, I just don’t feel comfortable in general – I am not a girly girl, I am happier…thin or fat…in jeans and a tshirt or hoody.